Waiting for you.

I woke up feeling utterly undecided about the day ahead. I was struggling to make even the tiniest decisions, so I spent a whole hour in the bath, indulging in a trip down memory lane through my own Instagram posts. I couldn't help but feel a pang of envy for my own body and the incredible adventures I've experienced.

As the due date inches closer, I'm slowly losing my mind. Despite my best efforts to plan for a later arrival, the anticipation of welcoming my first child and undergoing a life-altering personal transformation is mentally and physically challenging. I'm in this strange state of being uncomfortable in my own skin, while simultaneously appreciating the kicks of this precious being as it makes space for itself. It's like I'm an egg just waiting to crack open and ooze out into the world.

My mood shifted when we went out on the lake with the boat today, basking in the warm sun. I allowed myself to fully immerse in the breathtaking beauty of the trees, sky, and water. My soul was replenished with a magical earth energy that reminded me of the wonderful blessings in my life. I became filled with excitement for everything that lies ahead. Building a family and a life with the man who always supports me and helps me out of my low moments fills me with joy and reminds me of the greatness of life.